I saw three praying mantises crawling in my dreams.

I'll take that as a bad omen.

So yeah, I'm gonna take a break of online, and art, and things. My mental state at the moment is rotting. My body breaks piece by piece. My hand, my teeth, my stomach. Even my memory is crumbling.

I'm going to have to pay for treatments and such, and it's gonna cost. I have the money, but I was trying my best to save for a house. A house that would allow me to get a dog.

Small dreams that feel oddly more and more impossible.

I don't know how short or how long it's gonna be. I'm not asking for money, or attention to be honest.

I'm just dropping this here to express a tiny bit of the little chaos inside, and also to explain why I just won't be posting much.

See ya later alligator